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Dayre throwback Day 210 Thursday, 28 Jul 2016 tattoo removal

Day 210

Thursday, 28 Jul 2016

tattoo removal



 27/07/216 (Wednesday) 
Did my first session of laser earlier on in the evening. 

Have been contemplating to get it "remove" for the longest time as first, I really liked it. However, liking it and not regretting it would be one and yet on the other hand, obstructing your advancement would naturally be one major concern. 

I actually did make an appt with one of the clinic at Hougang ytd for today and decided to cancel it at the very last minute cos there weren't exactly any reviews about how good they were.
I actually dropped the idea of heading for consultation. But while I was bathing, the thought just came to me "just do it and go for the consultation". 

And so, I went on to make another appt at another clinic which had at least a couple of review. 

Bee was supportive and had been encouraging me to just do it and not worry about anything. Really Glad that he literally supported in whatever I wanted to do and of course gave his honest advice and opinions.
Enough said. 

Fast forward, headed to the clinic and was told to get the numbing cream on first as it takes at least half an hour to one hour for the numb to take effect. 

Shit has just gone real 😨😰

The Nurses were really nice and it was somewhat comforting in a way but you know, he moment when it starts ticking closer, however nice they were you'll just feel hell ass nervous, jittery and afraid. 

Upcoming is the pic of it and it's really gross.
This was straight out right after the lasering was done. And I freaking hell guarantee it's bloody painful. 

I held on to bee and then to the nurse and then back to bee and halfway through, I was already tearing. 

Right after the first shot I told the doctor to stop and asked if I could actually take a jab. He said okay but before that, try it continuously first. And so I did. Right after the consecutive two shots, I surrendered and requested for the jab. 

#tattooremoval #tattoolaser
Had one full shot of the jab, and the process continued on. It was still painful but at least not that painful as with just the numbing cream on. 

Was literally saying "fuck and CB" at certain point when he was zapping away. 

The doc was Super patient with me. He did mention that he was the only one in the clinic today as the other was away and so he's really swarmed with patients. Still, he ensured that I was feeling ok and at any point of unbearable time I could just notify him to stop.
Lasering took few minutes, applying of serum and cream about 5-10 minutes? And after which I'm already out of the clinic. 

Because I had to take the jab to further numb it, right before he left he said "please apply your numbing cream TWO HOURS before you come for appt" 😂 

Pain level 9/10. 

Bearable? After the jab was definitely much more bearable as compared to without.
This is what I'm facing now and it's dreaking painful. I'm limping as I walk, not sure if the jab I took has already wear off but I can really feel the aftermath pain now. 

I'm really hoping that my body and skin would be able to take the laser well and also heal well in order for it to be a success.
Thankful that Bee was there throughout the treatment and process and I guess he was just as concerned and nervous as I am? He kept asking the doc questions 😂 

Sweetest thing that he did was hugged and gave a peck on my forehead. Felt so loved by this boy 😍 and for that moment, all the pain was gone. But right after, the pain was back again 😒
Time to turn in for the night cos it's as pain as I don't know what. Hopefully I can sleep throughout and not feel uncomfortable in the middle of the night.
 28/07/2016 
The pain is excruciating. Slept at about 2ish and am already awake at 5plus cos I could literally felt the aching and pain. 😩

And yes, I can't manage to walk properly especially after I'm on the sofa or just getting out of bed. Not sure if it just applies to me or what. 

I wonder how can anyone of them actually return work the same day or the day after. 🤔 
Almost burst out crying while I was slowly carefully removing the gauze. The moment I saw what I saw, it made me so darn shock and lost.
This was what greeted me before I bathed. 

Practice yoga in the toilet cos I literally lifted my leg high up and had to balance on the other in order to prevent the water from trickling down. 

Ended up, after I'm done shampooing, braved through the water trickling. Hurt like shit too.
Am airing it now before I rinse it with water and apply the cream. 

Does it look better? Seems the same to me. 😔 sigh
I'm really hoping that there would not be any side effects such as scarring, hyper pigmentation etc etc. 

I'm really watching my diet now so as to aid in the healing process. Though there wasn't a need but yea just to play safe.

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