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I never liked festive seasons and neither did I enjoyed our anniversaries.

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I'm feeling so so confuse! Like I don't know how to express it in words but yes, it's the kind where you will get frustrated and so so emotional. You just dont get it do you? Sigh. I was just this close to breaking down last night. I bet you'll never know and you wouldn't even care If I did.

5th

20th December 2011- HAPPY 5TH ANNIVERSARY BEE!!!

I'm missing him like aaaaaaaaaa loooooooot now!!

While i was at work, some weird unknown oversea number called twice and i rejected.. How dumb of me to reject those calls.

Right after rejecting those 2 calls, a text appeared saying HELLO BEE! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! ETC ETC.. And immediately i was like shit! Called back the number immediately & when bee took over the call from his friend, first thing he said was why you reject my call 2 times!! haha!! cute or what. Okayyyyys. He wished me happy anniversary over the phone and was asking about my shoe and stuff.. hahah! LIKE SERIOUSLY HAPPY! It seriously made my day. Total good mood man! Can't wait for Thursday to arrive cos HE'LL BE BACK IN SG FROM BKK!

But, before all that can happen, i'm so so looking forward to later on, WEDNESDAY! Gonna meet jean and the rest for christmas celebration, exchnge gifts and then to club! heheh! So so excited. & i don't know what to wear!

Bee bought bought me canon g12 for anniversary gift few months back. As being me, so so impatient i just had to get it like a couple of months back..

Gonna get christmas gift for exchange later!!! EXCITED!

No one's reading, but idc... hehe! none will know how excited i am for the christmas celebration & of course bebe to be back!

We celebrated our anniversary earlier due to his trip to bkk with his school.. This time round, his younger brother came along! Well, it's okay i mean, so long as i'm with him, it doesn't really matter who comes along. There's always first for everything right? :) But anyway, i still did enjoyed myself with bebe and weixiang!

This was taken at Strictly Pancakes! Pancakes were unique.. It's worth the try! :)

Bee with his Sunflower that he gave me. It brightened my day cos i didn't really expected him to get me a flower.

I'm seriously missing him right now. You've definitely got no idea how many times i went to his fb profile, hoping to see him posting something on his wall..

Although I may not be the prettiest, slimmest or tallest girlfriend but one thing for sure is that i will try my best to be the best and sweetest girl. Even the slightest smile from you is enough to make my day. I do not need the fancy material stuff, even just a simple card from you is good enough to put a smile on my face. Whatever it is, the 5 years that we had was definitely a memorable one. We had many arguments but that didn't stop us from loving each other. In fact, we understood more of another and we cherished one another even more. What more can I say and expect? You did the slightest thing to cheer me up, bringing me home cooked food to my place (though the food wasn't cooked by you :x), protecting and pampering me like a princess, and even a simple I love you from you would even make me smile all day long.. All these aren't enough to describe how i'm feeling.. Just know that I really do love you and whenever you're feeling ecstatic, upset or frustrated or even angry i would somehow get affected by it too. I know that you wouldn't be reading this, but somehow or someday if you come across this particular post, just so you know that I've wanted to tell you this a long time ago & I really appreciate all the small lil things that you do for me.

Once again,

Happy 5th Year Anniversary baby..

It's a long long post and it's kind of jumbled up. But yeah, that's what i'm feeling and wanting to say right now..

OkAY TIME TO SLEEP GOODNIGHT!

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Shall play sims while waiting for photos to be uploaded before i update this smelly space... hehe

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Isn't she gorgeous?!

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It sucks to be fat..

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Sometimes I really wish I could shut my mum's mouth every single morning. She is Sooooo noisy that It leaves me with no choice but to wake up for work.

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No longer motivated to pursue my studies. Somehow I just dont see the need to continue my studies. But then again, without a good cert, what can you actually do in your future? Like it's all about the academic in and out. Irregardless of what, ppl still judge you academically then they move on to money. Argh! Dammit. One of the reason why i want to continue it's simply cos i don't want them to look down on me. However, that isn't strong enough to keep me going....

Random s cos I'm bored

Okay...... The title says it all. Couldn't decide where to go W Jean that stupid pabo... & ended up rotting @ home..... I'm just gonna drown myself with Sims 3 and photttoos.. Okays, BYE. I'm super lazy to update a proper post.... Who needs tp update when you have fb to upload all the photos?! hehe. #justsaying

Hard Rock Cafe & Timbre; 30/4/2011

I'm back! It's almost the mid of May already! Next week I'm heading to Bintan and the following week is Bebe's birthday!! Man! i'm exciteeeed. :D

On the 30 april, I went to Hard Rock Cafe with bebe and his friends for dinner! Food was okay, I feel that it's overrated. However, overall i found it okay.. And aftermath we headed to Timbre @ OldSchool!

Bebe with his lion hair..

My favourite boy. <3

Weixiang and bebe's friends came after that..

Love this shot of Weixiang.

Bebe and me <3

Adrian with his new hairstyle!!

WEIXIANG'S GIRLFRIEND!! HAHA!

I love this picture!

HEHE! Me and my big nostrils!

Girls can practically camwhore with anything that they can find and in my case, ketchup and chilli sauce bottle.

Jumbo Combo is a must try!

Nachos! It's a little soft though. Isn't crispy enough

Forgot what's this called. I think it's Hawaiian grilled chicken or something..

Mac and cheese

I love this picture with the effects!

Timbre @OldSchool!

They have live band/singer.

Tasted damn damn bitter.

And this is what i've ordered and i love it! tasted sweeet.

Lychee Liquor with sprite.

Did i mention that we had to literally climbed long long loooon flights of stairs?! Okay, no i didn't. But yes! WE HAD TO CLIMB THAT DAMN LONG FLIGHT OF STAIRS UP in order to go to the OldSchool's outlet of timbre. And going back, we too had to climb down.

oh dear! BEBE'S SO SO BAD. Pointing middle finger with his stupid face.

Ending off with his innocent/decent looking photo. <3